~beefy

recovering from last night. at 2:00 in the morning? yeah right!

well bandprac sucked, every1 screwed up so we had no instruments or amps or anything at all.

most importantly thought, i saw something for kate live last night and it was great. I was told i have to show a bit more emotion, u know, in the concert and everything. truth is i dont give a fuck coz im not there for everyone else. i told every1 if i ever saw sfk live id b smarter and they were obviously fairly skeptical. like "wat the fuck?" would be more accurate. but i always think while im listening to sfk and i was thinking A LOT during the concert, just staring up at paul dempsey while everyone else was enjoying themselves, it seems, more than me. God im a freak, i spose, from the outside lookin at me. but i had an awesome night, one of the best i rekon and at the end we got to actually talk 2 paul himself although some of the " devoted" fans kind of scared me a lot.

school's back day after tomorrow. Im not scared, im prepared. i realise that the weeks leading to year 12 will probably be the easiest i will ever have from now till the end of my school education.